Wednesday, September 27, 2006
4:12 PM
i had a feeling that was the case.if you really LIKED that person. i most probably WOULDN'T say anything. it's just the rest of the people that you so called "liked" you never really "liked" it was the other way round.
take for example. d.
and you definately AREN'T in love with R. unless that's another thing that you're not telling me.
i'm not saying anything about f. he's not bad. he's not bad looking either. he must be a nice guy too.
and don't think there's anything wrong with d.
the only person i can't stand is r.
and nothin wrong with k either. he's a nice guy.
so maybe some things i say you don't like. but what have i said? if no one says.. how am i to chaneg?
did i say something wrong about yt's ba fa?
someone like... xb?
i'm not the only one depising him..
i'm not experiences that's a truth.
i don't ave anyone to speak of as an 'ex'.
i'm not pretty. as much as your ranking goes.
and i'm not someone who knows what's going on in relationships.
i'm just a loonely, ugly, fat girl.
i'm not popular. i can't do anything to help your relationships.
i'm not as well connected as some others.
and call me a bitch for asking others about your stuff.
because no one wants to tell me up straight WHY.
because yet again. even WHY i'm kept in the dark.
cause i don't have anyone to tell me secrets. cause i'm NO ONE's confident.
i know i'm not your confident. i'll never be.
and i totally think things were so much better between us when we were in america...
maybe people of the same personality can never be friends...
i don't know what the classification of 'friends' is..
also. the calculator thing was cause you were OBVIOUSLY in a bad mood.
and ANYTHING I say whe you're in a bad mood gets on your nerves.
should i play with fire and make you hate me MORE.
i don't want you to HATE me MORE than you ALREADY DO.
when you keep quiet. put your head down.
one word answers. youre in a bad mood.
i don't want to take the ris and have you start posting the 'i thought you knew' post again.
'when i'm irritated.
you should know.'
that's what i would predict.
i'm never satifactory. and not only to you.